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Here and Not Here

rhythmus

i am alone outdoors in our frozen back yard,
the first flakes of a snowstorm landing soundlessly.
all is quiet and still, no cars on the road,
no neighbors out walking,
no dogs barking.
as i carry food scraps to our compost bin
the hush is just barely disrupted —

a faint tapping,
a tapping that has rhythm and, soon, repetition,

a tapping that stops me in my tracks.
not alone after all!
instantly, my eyes and ears join forces,
scan for the source, discover a downy woodpecker
piercing the bark of our dogwood tree with great industry.
such sweet music, that tapping,
such sweet company, that personable redhead.
such a sweet throughline to kapiti,
my bright blue indoor companion of yesteryears—
so many times that playful parakeet perched
on my shoulder while i read aloud to jay

after meg and scott departed on the school bus.
so many times he pecked
at a particular pair of earrings fashioned
from two hollow porcupine quills
through each of which a slender silver shaft fit,
with beads at one end and an earring wire
at the other. such sweet music, that pecking,
such sweet company, that little bird.

i still wear those earrings,
their salty quills having long since
been kapiti-nibbled into delicate morsels.


quills long gone,
kapiti long gone,
backyard woodpecker now here,
tapping at life

in sync in sync in sync
with my heart.

dotty seiter

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Walking Jane Home
4 x 6″; watercolor and ink on paper
neurographic drawing
2026

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Notes about poem and art:
• “rhythmus” explores connection and impermanence, taps the rhythms and poignancy of life.
• I painted Walking Jane Home to give to a dear friend whose sister died recently. The process, for me, opened me to tap into the paradoxical and the bittersweet: the love and the loss, the celebration of life and the grief of its ending, the challenge of using tube watercolors for the first time (much to learn!) and the comfort provided by the combination of color palette and neurographic drawing.



2 responses to “Here and Not Here”

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    Joyful Puttering

    Everytime I see or hear a woodpecker I pause to look…and listen. What a wonderful throughline to your beloved kapiti…and the earings. Everything can be connected in some sort of rhythm.

    And that painting for your friend…wow. I think you’ve already mastered tube watercolors! Walking Jane Home is so full of heart….evoking love and loss so well. I am smitten by your asemic writing!

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    1. Woodpecker percussion is a favorite of mine. EXCEPT when it takes place on the siding or roofing of my home! Even then, I enjoy the rhythm and pattern of it, just not the consequence : )

      Thank you for the encouragement regarding my use of tube watercolors. I’m working on a new painting now, still feeling awkward and clumsy but motivated to keep on puttering. Thanks also for your seeing Walking as full of heart and evoking love and loss. The writing is intentionally made asemic but contains within it words from e.e. cummings’s i thank You God.

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